Words

I can type them, but cant say them

Why I do something like that?

Because I am afraid

Afraid to hurt you

Can tell you how I feel

Wont tell you how I feel

Why? 

Because I am always alone

Always afraid

Why I deserve you?

Why you are even with me?

I cant see in mirror what you see

I am trying

But failing

I am screaming for your HELP

I cant find myself in my reflection

I am confused with everything what is happening with my world

But for true I know one thing

Who will always be for me

And I hope my words someday will find way to you.