Broken

I feel broken,
Why it is always happening with me,
Why I have so much unnesesery feelings,
And why I dont have feeling for you,
I want that so bad.
I want love you rest of my life,
But why I feel so unhappy,
Why I have that broken feeling,
I want to tell you,
But I am afraid to lose you.
I am afraid to lose myself,
Its hurting me so much,
I want to disepare...
That feeling is killing myself,
I dont know how to tell you,
I am unhappy.
I dont know how to fix that.
It is so depresing.

Serebro-slomana